“I sit here before my computer, Amiguita, my altar on top of the monitor with the Virgen de Coatlalopeuh candle and copal incense burning. My companion, a wooden serpent staff with feathers, is to my right while I ponder the ways metaphor and symbol concretize the spirit and etherealize the body. The Writing is my whole life, it is my obsession. This vampire which is my talent does not suffer other suitors. Daily I court it, offer my neck to its teeth. This is the sacrifice that the act of creation requires, a blood sacrifice. For only through the body, through the pulling of flesh, can the human soul be transformed. And for images, words, stories to have this transformative power, they must arise from the human body--flesh and bone--and from the Earth's body--stone, sky, liquid, soil. This work, these images, piercing tongue or ear lobes with cactus needle, are my offerings, are my Aztecan blood sacrifices.” ― Gloria E. AnzaldĂșa, Borderlands/La Frontera: The New Mestiza

Sunday, November 24, 2013

Your Happiness is Our Business

~We interrupt your daily programming to bring you a friendly message~ 



     A vast neuro-network of widespread contamination has been slowly seeping its leeching tentacles into the collective brain. Scentless as odor-eliminating aerosol sprays, this complex organism makes its seemingly invisible encroachment further and deeper into the air and water we consume1.


    On Mondays it makes way through the a.m. alarm clock and into radio and tv advertisement. Everyone becomes effectively gridlocked in smog and noise while pointing a finger at one another and speaking in tongues. In reality, they're possessed by the heavy metal machine. Possessed by an obsession toward effective dissemination of the invisible presence perfectly executed over the past 5 decades (maybe more) which has polluted virtually everything – animate and inanimate.


     Household toxic management programs implemented by official in suits actively seek out extermination of deadly substances manufactured by the Waste industry; a clever tactic deployed by SamIam (yes we will have radioactive green eggs and ham). Sam that greasy soiled diaper mildew producing pest – honcho of fruit-fly moth-eaten sewage system of live and active cultures, exhaling commercial air fresheners that coat nasal passages that masks smells and deaden nerve cells & fibers; heavy soil; heavy air; dead air; heavy water; heavy metal machine.


     On Tuesdays the structure subsumes itself with razor-blade precision by growing completely implemented into the aero-electromagnetosphere; a virtuoso could not orchestrate a superior symphony. By Friday and Saturday, many provisionally primed individuals render unto lucid amnesia; the type of living that demands sleepwalking until one forgets they're dreaming in a socially engineered motorpsycho nightmare. Pay the ticket; all's well; your happiness is our business. 


Along with a daily dosage of permissible software applications, a continual fight for a pre-emptive surrender of mind and body is being waged regularly via daily programming schedules. Please be sure to tune into your local pleasure centers and be sure to take a dose of pain-o and discomfort-o avoider pill. thank you : )


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1I'm not crazy; I've got evidence. I perpetually hear a voice in my mind that is not mine. This infectious plasmatic fungus sends subversive signals that make me think my own body and voice antagonize me, how? By implanting thoughts not mine. My body feels the septic intrusion. I think I am therefore I think therefore etc.

Monday, November 18, 2013

Theoretheatrix--ology

Theoretheatrix--ology:
a performance that aims for 
re-cognition of condition (dis-ease), and thereby for a trance-formation of subjectivity.

Setting (The Social Space-Field):
A building in process of construction. Scaffolds and platforms. 


Characters (Players and their Practice):
Agents from the Fractal bureau of Instigation. 


Plot (Deployment Scheme Gameplay):
A group of agents infiltrate a construction site and plaster posters and racial slurs all over the concrete, afterwards, they cover their work with paint that blends, and thereby camouflages, their operation(s) into the construction site. (sequel: We see the future inhabitants of that building inhabit the very words that were plastered long ago by the FBI).

Theme (Infiltration):
Structures that become internalized, inconspicuously, on the body.

Sunday, November 17, 2013

Coherence Addicts

Circumstantiality, or rather "Circumstantial Speech," refers to a type of particularized, exhaustively detailed, and thorough speech that, while deviating from the main topic at hand with minutia auxiliary tidbits (whether one may count these minutia auxiliaries as significant or not might be a question of intention, for small details tend to illustrate what the major details cannot. An example: a person wearing a watch at a coffee bistro. What kind of person wears a watch? if described, the watch may speak volumes, thus the minutia might be valuable in that the intention of the detailed tidbits is to achieve a statement about the watch wearer. is the individual task oriented? why? what is the individual keeping track of? is the individual fashionable? what status does the watch convey? etc.), ultimately returns to the main point.

The Oxford English Dictionary offers the following in regard to circumstantiality:

Circumstantial quality, attention to details, particularity. 

The Oxford English Dictionary seems to leave out, or rather, disregard a judgement value, for the "free online medical dictionary" defines the phenomena as "a disturbed pattern of speech or writing characterized by delay in getting to the point because of interpolation of unnecessary details and irrelevant parenthetical remarks." This particular dictionary also points to a synonymous idea called "flight of ideas," which is a "nearly continuous flow of rapid speech that jumps from topic to topic, usually based on discernible associations, distractions, or play on words, but sometimes disorganized and incoherent" (these definitions pack too many worms in their terms (where the hell does that expression even come from? Well i'll tell you briefly. From what I gather, fishermen used to purchase bait in metal cans c.1950, and when the can were opened, worms would try to escape, and when that occurred, the fishermen had many a problems on their hands but a fish wasn't one (:P) anyway...back to the main point: circumstantiality.) disorganized, incoherent, disturbed, irrelevant, play on words, are all terms which telegraph the point I raised above in regard to intention, for these seemingly erratic and disjointed coherences may indeed illustrate a point about coherence addicts under the grip of time. Circumstantuality? ain't nobody got time for that, time is money. Well...

Money is not time

Empires Collapse
the world is craking and laughing
uncertainty is the only certainty, which is no certainty at all
The sun will eventually burn out
no one will witness it

everything will wind down (the gyre unwires)
everything starts and ends with me and you
consumed and gasping
We are already on the way


did that "poem" above make any coherent sense? ever read a piece of literature or observed a piece of painting that contain too much "unnecessary" detail?

Though this be madness, yet there is method in 't.


Wikipedia (the most valid source on the internet) adds that this type of speech is often associated with schizophrenia and obsessive-compulsive disorder. Ah, Circum (around) stance (to stand) -tiality now comes full circle:

Basically, too many details in explanation suggests one is crazy, especially if there is no return to the original point, if there indeed ever was a point to begin with. 


"His situation, insofar as he was a machine, was complex, tragic, and laughable. But the sacred part of him, his awareness, remains an unwavering band of light"-Vonnegut, Bluebeard (1987).

Wednesday, November 13, 2013

indirect misfire

The GPS lead them to a dead end, or rather, to an open space in the middle of nowhere. The hour was dark. The uncertainty of location triggered a quick response to re-situate into a sense of control, and the feeling of being lost was short-lived, so they drove around aimlessly, jumping into random freeways and entering dicey streets. Eventually, they found and re-entered the main road. He did not seem to have anything to talk about nor did she. Hands reached over and under, across and...there was continual indiscreet staring out of the windows that communicated a thousand screams, or nothingness.

They were a representation of (hyper)reality—a mere conditioned reflection throughout years of customary expressions and habitual gestures.

As an effective sleepwalker, managing the art of dreaming, this particular individual perpetually observed and discerned between mirage and oasis, and unable to locate a difference, he always thirsted for something beyond any immediate matter at hand. This nasty habit turned his mind inside out and outside in to the point of indifference, and to the point where his conscious was full of nonsense. a nonsense conscious.

He'd empty graham crackers until the box grew hollow. He'd sit in meetings, but his mind would float away with the breeze that swirled through it. A swim in the salty ocean would be a better spent afternoon than sitting in class discussing poetry. It was a question of being and becoming. Should he disturb the universe, or destroy it, was he even capable of either? Were any of these actions, if indeed they can be called actions, even possible? The day prior during a meeting, he stood up in the middle of the PowerPoint presentation and said, “excuse me, I'll be right back” and walked out.


Attempting the option of silence, he withdrew from social affairs; he no longer went to class; he stopped working; he stopped thinking; he stopped...and everything continued. He became a free particle that coalesced into and out of that field not bound by an external force, a region of constant potential, and there he remained. Free. Radical.

Processing sensation of experience into events, her agency became largely dictated by paranoia, and she resembled a vessel, a mere receptacle, where memories, after (re)formed, lived; In short, she seemed a coherence addict. And why not? How could anyone return to living after being visited by the dead? She tended to confuse existing for living. She avoided absurdity and nonsense; she almost always never sometimes returned a gaze; the only comfort she found in noise came from its static property.

They met each other. An accident. Destiny. Divine intervention. Freak accident. Matrix anomaly. Like the seeming reality and concrete structures that reflected off their flesh, solidity and even shinny metals contain star dust. The idea of their seeming clash ruptured the pristine, it seemed, but through the cracks...that's how the light gets in. They discussed theory and reality over a cup of coffee and laughter. Together, they formed, deformed, destroyed, and reformed worlds. They noted the inevitability of decay, and together they deconstructed networked silence-violence patterns and abstracted fears. After much speech, their mouths went to better use. Their philosophies and theories drifted and dissolved as they searched for wisdom in ancient occult teachings. When they'd meet, nothing could be heard but the faint chant of an ancient trance: “ohh...mmm.”




Reference:
Endnotes(zine), Aztechnograph.